ok, so this week i spent the time modeling the 3D for my illustrations. I also got some good advice and/or possible directions to go in as pertaining to my book layout. i made my appointment with sweetland and its this coming monday at 10:30. I e-mailed the person im supposed to meet with because the sweetland policy states that each student can only meet for thirty minutes, and they are to bring the written work with them in paper form for the counselor to read. I told the guy my writing was long, about 55 pages, so since we only have 30 mins, its kind of impossible for you to sit there, read it all, then give me feedback. is there a way i could send it to you and have you read before hand so that we can discuss. He said no, sorry, but we dont read the work before hand, you can bring it in and we can have some broader conversations on the work, we can look at parts of the work and discuss. I said ok, and ask if there was someone else, or some other way to have someone read my work and really give me feedback, he said again, no, we dont read the work before hand. I thanked him, and will be seeing him on monday. I guess hell read tidbits and we will have discussion on whatever parts he does. Ill see how it goes. FUCK!!!! DAMN SWEETLAND BULLSHIT!!!! now, i realize that i might be speaking a bit soon seeing as how i have yet to go to the meeting, but i have a feeling that this meeting is going to annoy the piss out of me. I only have thirty minutes minus the time its gonna take him to read what hes gonna read, then im gonna have to verbally explain the story, and hes gonna ask questions, questions that would be answered already have he would have read. now, im sure from what he reads he can give me grammar and sentence structure help, which is always wanted. but c'mon now, i need comments on story, the structure of the story, how to better develop the characters and their relationships, how to better drive the feelings across that im trying to communicate, i need deep criticism on the story itslef, as well as grammar shit. any asshole can give me grammar and sentence structure help. sigh. well anything he says to me i can definitely use, and i appreciate him taking the time out to help me. jesus, can someone please point me in the direction of an actual writer that is willing to read and seriously critique my work, not this surface level bullshit. with all the money i pay to go to this damn school its a shame that its so hard to find. but like i said, i have not been to the meeting yet, who knows, it can be exactly what i need.